Sad there really is no "good time" to leave......it's going to be hell now or hell later. My daughter faded. Me and my son both DAed ourselfs.
All I can say is just get it out of the way and don't waste 52 years like I did. Time heals all wounds.
Was New Boy
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I ended up in the back room of the KH today
by Nobleheart inour public talk and wt study is on saturdays.
i was informed by an elder that i shouldn't leave right away after the meeting.. immediately i had a sinking feeling in my stomach.
but not as bad as i would have felt about it months ago.
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To the theists: Your reaction if God hypothetically changed the standards of right and wrong
by simon17 ini have more to say on this and its implications, but i'll keep this short to get some initial discussion.
to those that believe in god, suppose he were to hypothetically change various standards of right and wrong, suppose with the new scrolls to be opened.
things such as rape, theft and immorality are now perfectly fine and acceptable.
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What if there is no"right and wrong ?" That all of or judgments are illuisions. What if this is how "god" does business?
Check it out with Neale Walsh's "Conversations with god"............
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Relative to the Population at large on a 1-10 how do you rate.....
by new boy in1.your physical attractiveness.. 2.your intelligence.. 3.your personality.. with 5 being average.. i don't think many will answer these tough questions.
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More bone yard threads
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New Light on the Sodomites?
by new boy inthe men of sodom will be resurrected.[7/1879,p8].
the men of sodom will not be resurrected.
the men of sodom will be resurrected.
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Just diging in the bone yard for the newies
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A Life Changing Experience "Ayahuasca"
by Was New Boy inwow what can i say....last night i meet her again.
the wonderfull feminine energy of ayahuasca!
it was my fouth time i got to go to the other side.
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The Guru seemed completely loopy and talked a load of utter nonsense. He chundered all night too ( my shaman has done this for 16 years in Peru and and never purges and niether did I.
I'm sure they could have had a lot more fun with some mushrooms and not had to put up with the side effects. ( I have done mushrooms and DMT and the difference is like driving a car or being in a 747 jet. Plus purging can be part of the journey. Sometimes you need to get rid of toxic stuff in your body.
VIOLIA Even though Oregon is the only state out of 50 were it is legal you still need to PM me.
I guess everyplace and everone is different They people I with is nothing like your friends.
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Your favorite "bumper stickers"
by new boy ini have two.
"please god protect me from your people".
"if you love something let go.......if it doesn't come back, hunt in down and kill it" .
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More bone yard threads...
New bumper sticker....."God there is a problem down here....Me!
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A Life Changing Experience "Ayahuasca"
by Was New Boy inwow what can i say....last night i meet her again.
the wonderfull feminine energy of ayahuasca!
it was my fouth time i got to go to the other side.
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Purging is all part of the process. It has been claimed that Ayahuasca has indeed cleared up many health problems. Some say even cancer. I had the job of cleaning out some of the puck buckets after the ceremoney.... I couldn't believe what I saw. In this one bucket there was these small hard black balls....very strange.
The first three times I hurled but didn't this last time.
This journey has changed my life!
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Older Guys: did you pioneer during 'Nam?
by compound complex in.
did you receive a 4-d classification readily?.
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I had 4-D from 1968-1970 and then when to Bethel in 1970. Funny thing thing is my pioneer partner for two years in Kansas and room mate at Bethel Roy Bethel told me in 1974 that the only reason he pioneered was to get his 4-D....he was 1-A at the time.
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Are women more spiritual then men?
by jam inbefore you women jump all over me, this is just a observation.. first of all at least in this country women out number men in religion,.
across the board,(jw,s,baptist, catholic etc.
) you walk in any church.
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"How many single men will you see in the churches,
but the women, they are there." Well I'm a single guy and I go to churches....and why? To pick up single women of course!
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My Story....Long and Im sorry
by itsbeenalongtime inok...so this is my story.. i'm not sure why i have to post this..maybe more for myself than others.... .
back 2002 i had a my daughter.
i was 18. her father was was pretty much an awful mate and never worked....the same old story.... anyway a long story short we ended up moving in with his aunt, who at the time, was a sister.
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Dear "my story" well....all I can say is reread your own post again. Then ask yourself this. If looks like shit....smells like shit....and taste like shit.... maybe just maybe it could be.....you guessed it!
I was in "the Borg" for 52 years! You have the rest of your life ahead you. Don't make the same mistake as me....run as fast as you can! In the short term it well be hell...on the other hand in the long term it will be even more hell...and with the more hell, you will have less life ahead of you.